I’m glad that you can relate. I feel very scared going through this new phase. I still want to work things out but I don’t look forward to seeing him the way I used to. As I said, it’s never anything positive; he doesn’t want to get back together with me. I actually hope he stops by when he knows I won’t be home. And, after work today I’m going out to do a few things, so I won’t be at the house regular time. He has his key, so he can get in when he needs to. So your H. is also very self-absorbed? It seems there is no consideration for how I’m doing at all. It’s so unattractive, I find myself wondering why I love a man like this. I can’t answer that sometimes. I do have some nice things planned this weekend; meeting Sassy for brunch on Sunday!
Most of us really marry only once. First love endures, even unto our dying day. And we never really divorce.
