My heart still misses the version of H. that once was, before he jumped on the WAS wagon. Tonight, I am just so, so sad for the loss of what was with this man.
As usual, our feelings are parallel. This is very well said. I miss my H terribly...the man that i married. And for the life of me, i don't understand how one person could change so much..or maybe he didn't, and i was just blind. But, i do miss being married...you know, coming home, having dinner, watching tv, going to bed...all those things we take for granted, b/c we think that it will always be. Well, i took it for granted anyway.
I am absolutely exhausted from being lonely. Yes, I have my friends. And my family. They are wonderful. But I don't have my H. in my life anymore and there is a void that no one can fill.
I can relate. I wish someone could explain how they think that this is a better life. What happened to make them think that they have been so unhappy? I just don't understand it...any of it.
