Hope- You know, i've never been a fan of Valentines Day...i was just kind of indifferent about it. But, thinking about it this year, i can't help but feel sad. This will be the first in 10 years that i spend without my H. And i feel the same way about my H spending the day with ow...i think that makes it so much worse. Knowing that he will be with her, doing things that he has done with me...it is very painful. I just can't wait until the day is over. I would love to try to ban the day, but we are surrounded by it. I will try to take pleasure in the Valentines Day celebrations here with the kids...and hope that next year is a better day.
