Yes, it's a wonder we are all not insane. Come to think of it, I am. But the WAS's do those things. Heck, we all do. From one moment to the next I bet you are strong and ready to live without him and then a dripping puddle of goo and then somewhere in between. And just like him, just because at one moment you have one feeling doesn't mean you will never have another.

You have grown much Hope. H sees it and it makes him think. You have a very strong and smart set of pals here (Lisa and the gang) to keep you straight. He won't know what hit him - bring it on.