just heard from W and she said she never got my TM...whatever...she is still at OM house calling me..WTF...she said that she has meeting with L on Mon at 1:30 to see her options...great...all friday's talk was for not...she reiterates that she does not have the 110% that it will take...whatever...I continued to try to give her assurance that it would be a safe haven if she would ever think to come back...I tried to assure her that many people go through these things and the biggest reason for failure is people not knowing how they would come back to the marriage.
It is over...I can feel it...she is just posturing for the D and getting some $ out of me...leading me on to soften me up...She is a real mess.
i asked her why she suggested that we talk more but it never happened...she said that she didn't know...she thought that she was scared...scared of what I asked...she said scared of the unknown maybe my feelings...WTF...she is scared of having feelings for me again...tell me that this in not going to resurface later as an issue...If she continues to repress these feelings she is going to be a mess her whole life.
