Sassy, You're right the letter wasw totally self motivated and really was not expecting anything to come of it...I had just been dark for so long and felt like I had to get some stuff off my chest. Plus it is on paper...so I know she will save it and even if it means nothing now, someday it will.
My MC is weak...she is nice but she is one of those who wants to explore the past to death and then we have no time left for the present sitch. She is not one to give advice...she says what do you want to do?...really tired of that...at least you all give me some feedback...I should be sending you all $125 per hour.
So bringing back full circle...Do you think I should continue to go dark? I got so insecure today when I found out what W said about not being responsive to her communication attempts, I about through DB out the window and started a full blown Win her back romance assalt. But deep down I don't think that would work either...that is why I looking for feedback from people I respect and trust.