Just an update. no call from W professing her love for me and saying she doesn't want the D...I know, I know, but I could always wish.
really though, I am still content with my decision but it still hurts...but kinda different hurt. Less anger and more sorrow.
I am writing a 2 pager to W in an e-mail just saying how sorry I am that it didn't work out for us and some feelings that I had...I also wanted her to know that I was willing to overcome the A, to learn from it, and make our M everything we could be proud of. I also put in there that she is going to see a side of me in this D that she will not recognize and that is what I feel when looking at her right now.
It's kinda mushy...but it got a lot of things off my chest without being confrontational. I tried to create a safe envionment if she changed her mind.
So do I send it tonight?...W knows I meet with L tommorrow. Any thoughts?
