The problem is that I don't know if she is attending MC for us or because I told her the only way I would allow her to get own Apt (me take over 100% of bills when we are a two income household) was for her to commit to 5 MC sessions...I feel like she is not into it and that she is just putting up a charade for family/friends benefit and maybe a little for me...I think she is trying to disguise the reason for her leaving as not Om but all because of me and my controling nature...and that is just not fair...she knew who I was when she married me and I have not changed...now I'm not saying that I feel that I have no responsibility in this but to say that it was my fault that W had A...give me a break.
These meds are really cool...Instead of feeling p.o. as I write this, I finding it kinda humorous and silly. i think the true test of the meds will be next week when the anxiety starts to build around the MC appt on Wed.
