I know...but at least you still have W around...not totally mind you, and actually maybe it's tougher having her around doing it in front of you...but, I speak to my W maybe once a week...it feels forced and obligatory on her part...I can feel the distance growing on her part and I just don't want to keep up the charade...does she think she is doing the MC for my benefit? You say "but she is going to MC"...yes and she has OM stay over the 2 hours after the great session... her actions are not one that should be going through the MC..she is not ready, I don't think...but we will see...I will not throw the baby out with the bathwater yet...
Tim, I don't know what I would hate more...losing contact with W as she has her A, not knowing when she's happy or sad about OM...or...being in your sitch...seeing it all fold in front of me...maybe I would have more ups and downs if the rollercoaster was in front of me every day. hang in there and I appreciate your feedback
