Quote: you seem to be coming out of your own fog of the need to atone for you sins toward your wife. I know you are not there yet because your tone still sounds like one of somebody willing to stay on the cross for a few more days while the crows peck at your flesh.
Well now that you SAID it I can't ignore it. I think I have atoned for my sins quite well. She hasn't atoned for hers, but she doesn't think she has any.
Regardless, I see your point. What's done is done,the past is the past. Now, The present and future are all that matters. So, what the hey do I do?
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If anyone here has the strength, I think it's you, but some day, maybe after that 3 months the C wants of you, it may be time to come down and walk again. Today is not that day.
Yeah, I don't want to suffer beyond that time. But more to the point, I'm supposed to be on track in mt businesses. AND here's the kicker for me. The massage / Lomi biz W wants to start could easily be grown like she wants to do it in a lot less time - if I help her run the business. If she let me do that, it would be good for both of us.
