This is sort of out of order, I want to post about our camping trip, but this just happened and I wanted to get it out while it was sort of 'fresh'.
W said she 'caught' D15 and her boyfriend 'making out' in our house, kissing intensely I guess. We were talking about what to say to them about it when W says sort of half jokingly:
"It really bothers me to watch because I'm not getting any!".
I kind of felt a knife go through my heart. I froze, and just couldn't say anything. She saw that and kind of looked at me with a WTF kind of look. I started to walk away and then I came back and said: "You're comment about 'not getting any' really hurt me." (I was thinking how unhappy she is she can't get to OM to 'get some'. I hope she thought so too)
She replies: "I'm sorry, I guess I was talking to you like you were a girlfriend or something and I shouldn't have said that". I think I said 'ok' or something. Then I walked away. But I was still fuming a little. I came back and stood in front of her and said "It STILL hurts you know. What you're DOING, it still hurts me." I think she said she was sorry, I really don't remember. She kind of stood there with a "I don't know what to say" look on her face. Not quite blank, a little nervous but that's it. I didn't SAY 'with OM' because kids might have heard but I hope she THOUGHT that.
I stood there for a few seconds, thinking if there was more I wanted to say. But I didn't. I turned around and went to my room to take a shower. I've been here since then.
My only comment is I so want to tell her to f*ck off, get out, get on a plane and go to OM and don't come back, but OM doesn't seem to have his own place right now. (note: OM called her today from a different phone number, I think it's MOM's house which he said in e-mail he was going to go live with her because he's fighting too much with Ex GF he is living with. OM is 39. Just speculation. Who cares.) Of course he is still promising to move here / visit here / whatever. Maybe they have arranged something, she seems a lot happier the past couple days.
Oh, now she just told me she's going for a walk around the block (hint: to call OM on cell phone). She comes back 5 minutes later and tells me it's 'too cold'. It's 59 and very windy. Could be true, but most likely OM wasn't home. I mention that it didn't seem that cold and she kind of says that it is, in a defensive way. Whatever.
Feel free to post replies telling me what a self centered B*tch she is. She wants what she wants, and it isn't me.
