Quote: AmyC: My H did something similar for me and the wings he gave me - ultimately started my heart on the road back home.
See, first, he had to let me GO.
How did it start you on the way back home?
Amy, I know I did the right thing, I see here excitment and fears and I so want her to be happy and find a measure of success on her own. She would be so much stronger then.
I hate to say "I'm scared she won't need me" because I don't want her to 'need' me, I want her to 'want' me. I just see so many barriers to her ever 'falling in love' with me again. So much hurt. OM making her feel good. I try to console myself with the thought that I AM doing good karmic work here, and that it will repay the hurt I helped cause.
I try and try to 'let her go' but she's HERE and we get along and it's so dam hard. Sigh.
