You are worthy. I am in the same boat. The GAL thing is difficult because of how wrapped up in my family I became after the kids were born. I let all my friends who live near me drift away to the point where I no longer am in contact with them at all. I wish I knew of somewhere you could go, but I am in Florida so I can't help much.
Quote: Then, the next F*ing day OM calls her and gets her 'back on track' with the fantasy, and tells her he's going to come out here and they're going to do all the things she thinks she wants to do and she get's right back on the ILY bandwagon. And I felt so let down. I had let my hopes get up and I got destroyed.
Sounds like Tim and many others here. It is natural. We spend all this time doing such unnatural things like sitting back and watching our W's carry on with the OM, and then we're expected to resist the urge to run towards what seems like the brightest light in the universe after being in that dark hell for so long? I think not. The important thing is that you realize what happened and surely you learned a great deal from it. I'm pulling for you, and I hope you find somewhere to escape for a few days.
