Frank,
I agree with your C. Stop reading the emails. So much of it is fantasy and it's having a bad influence over you.

Take the C's offer. Give her 3 more sessions with W.

I would like to add that I was really confused when I first read your post this morning. Things didn't seem that very different to me. Yet, you were having a melt down. I don't mean to make light of your feelings. I just think that reading her emails is messing with your head.

Hang in there, buddy. You can do this.

Spitfire

Always do right. This will gratify some people, and astonish the rest.
Mark Twain