Ruth, let's just say I don't want to end up looking like Kim in Kath and Kim, and my favourite pair of pants were getting tight . I know I am so much happier now as cooking more, and unfortunately eating more.
Anyway, what is a fighting fish? I wonder if Petco would have them?
Thanks for the compliment about my cooking. I am really enjoying cooking and food of late. Last night made some corn fritters with coriander and cumin and they were sooooo good. A bit experimental as had to adapt a recipe to make them gluten free, and I accidently knocked in way too much coriander from what I had planned . S14 and I had leftovers for breakfast this morning as they were very moorish. It is a far cry from the weeks post bomb when I really couldn't be bothered and was actually a fan of those nuke in a box meals for one
Then again I suppose it is all a process, something that you were used to for so long and then it isn't as it seemed can't just go away over night.
Yes Kim, as much as I would like to just wake up and it all to be fixed and moved on, I know that slower and allowing myself to feel these feelings really is the way to heal.
Well life is good for me right now.
Careful what you wish for. When I said a prayer to the gods for a gorgeous male to wake me with a surprise, I wasn't really thinking of my naughty cat bringing me a headless mouse
Really seem to be moving on. S14 and I have developed a new pattern where he comes in of an evening and watches tv in the bedroom with me. We seem to have similar tastes and he quite enjoys my shows. We were all set up to watch "Prison Break" last night, ensconced on the bed complete with 2 dogs and 1 cat. I lasted all of 10 minutes before I fell asleep. Woke up to find S had fallen asleep also. It is good though as usually have a chance to talk before I send him off to bed. I really do feel whole, and feel like we are a family again ~ just S14 and I and assorted menagerie. It is a good feeling.
I think I will be graduating to the surviving the Big D thread after this thread ends. Think I will follow the exodus and move on. Not ready for the Big D (financially), but emotionally I think it is time for me to move on. Not sure if it is the best place for me, but will knock on the door and see if they'll have me
. I know I am so much happier now as cooking more, and unfortunately eating more.
