Got my fingers crossed for the job thing - I'm sending very positive vibes down under!
Thanks Beth ~ love those positive vibes down under .
I only 3 chickens, there was 4, 2 white 2 black, Zoe and Chloe, Henny and Penny. Unfortunately Henny was a Henry and departed to the big chookhouse in the sky. They are very spoilt, (get porridge for breakfast in winter)and yes the pecking does hurt.
But on mornings when I have my omelettes with lovely yellow eggs I can forgive them.
Maybe you could just "babysit" the painting for a while
Great thinking amd. I don't think her works are too expensive, so maybe next pressie for me.
but geez they look good from down here hehehehehehe
Hey Ruth ~ yes gotta love a man in uniform.
Yoyo thanks for dropping in.
Well, not too sure on my current state of mind. Whether I am detaching or going backwards. Wah dropped in yesterday briefly to see S14. I was going for a jog anyway so just went early. He actually said hello,which is an improvement on past visits. I was only gone for about 30 minutes, and he left shortly after, so very quick visit.
Later I thought, this is the first time I had seen him in about 2 weeks. No pitter patter, nothing, just an I really cannot be bothered even making small talk.
How is that I can look at someone who used to make me go weak at the knees, and just feel a slight annoyance that he is here in my house?
Still finding a lot of feelings coming through. Sometimes I feel as though I am going backwards, but then I rationalise that I want to deal with all of this, so I am totally healed.
One thing that I realised today was that since I have gone through all of this, I am amazed by the kindness of strangers. It is like I have a sign on my back that says "Be nice to me". Nearly everywhere I go of late, I manage to have lovely little interchanges with people I don't know. 3 this morning, just in 1 store.
I don't know that I am reaching out more to people, or am just being sent these angels to cheer me up. Met a lovely old man today who reminded me of my Poppa. As he left even gave me a hug.
Thanks yoyo for dropping in. Not too sure on the job thing as they were meant to get back within 48 hours if interested. Oh well, College starts on Monday anyway.
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