"Those were some of the most awesome and powerful post I have ever seen. A person could almost feel the pain and truth of your words."

Thanks Chrissy. Even though I am an emotional guy all around, I still get embarrased sometimes when I go overboard like that. Its nice to see someone understands what I am saying and not just cringing at my excessiveness.

I can assure you I felt pain writing every one of those words. And if you could have seen the ones I didn't write, the ones that used to cycle through my head every minute, but now just a few times a day ... believe it or not I'm actually holding back a bit. So I can have something in reserve.

Thanks again Chrissy, and I hope your night tonight is peaceful Fran. I have had so few of them since I gave in to those impulses 7 months ago. Its hard to sleep when even your dreams are plagued.


"Recollect me darlin, raise me to your lips, two undernourished egos, four rotating hips"

Inertia Creeps by Massive Attack