Well I have to thank Grasshopper for his insight into detatchement because it is helping. So far everyday is getting a little easier to move on, and let my W find herself while I get stronger and do the same. There have been flashes that she is still connected, but I know not read into them. There have been times I have felt my emmotions build, but I have backed off. I truly am trying to be the person I want to be. I always have a smile on my face, and people say they love that about me. I am smiling more around my W, and I am happier with myself each day. Still the emmotional thoughts bounce around in my head, and sometimes take the smile away. The hardest is when my W asks me "How I am doing?" or "If I am OK?" I just want to scream "Are you Fu#$#$'n crazy" but I don't. Grasshopper said Smile and say Just great. I am working on it, and who knows by the end of today I will be able to do it!
Tim
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