Hit the wall now what......New thread

[Tim297181]

Well I did stick to my guns, but it was easy! Not becasue I am so strong now but my W found a babysitter (that we used before) before I got home from work! She really wanted to go out! I was very friendly and understanding and said good that we are both able to do what we want tonite.
After that she brought up the R between us and that she was sorry, and felt sick to her stomach about everything going. I apolgized yet again for my outburt(s) and told her that I still am commited to work things out, but life will move forward. I could tell she was hurting and depressed.
Long story short she got ready to go out. After I told her dhe looked gourges (she did and I was weak) she told me in her stressed voice that she was just going out this couple and that was it. She left and gave me a partial kiss on the lips and looked like a whipped puppy walking out.
Anyways I am putting the 2yr old to bed and then going to watch the hockey game when the babysitter arrives.
I survived. I hope everyone else does tonite!