Thank you all. I am really feeling it right now. I know I don't want to react to these feelings. I am just so tired. I am doing what I can for me and the boys and then I look at her, how happy she seems when I know she's going to him and I have to leave the room. She has the strength of a goddess if she's been feeling this kind of pain for years as she says she has. I do not share that attribute. Yes Hope, I do care about my marriage and love my wife unconditionally. I am starting to love myself more and realize that I don't want this anymore. I am going to stick it out. I have to. The reasons why are becoming less clear. Thanks again for the support. This feeling must be in the air or something. Vince, Tim, Me, Frank...
