Well, another wonderful weekend is underway. I survived last night without any R talk and while I am really emotional this morning (she's going to the "gym") I am dealing. I did backslide a bit making an off-hand comment about the whole family going to the gym. It pissed her off. She asked why I needed to go when she did. I said it has been months since we went together and she said yes. I know I should not take pokes like that. It's the old me and I don't like it. I am going to make damn sure I don't let it happen again. I am going to a movie this afternoon and the bookstore to get some new reading material (5 love languages/4 agreements/I don't have to make everything alright/women are from venus...). I am going to try but once again those feelings of "lighting up are creeping in." It would be SO much easier to just end this...or so I think.
