Coming to your thread and reading what you and so many other men have been going through keeps it all so real for me. I realized on my own a few months ago how deeply I had hurt my husband when I was so confused and had OM while H & I still lived together...But DEAR GOD! If I had known then what I know now by reading these posts...well, I'd like to think my eyes would have been opened much sooner than they were.... Last night after following Tim's sitch, I just hit my knees again and asked for forgiveness and yes, I did also call my H at work. We just spoke for a couple of minutes but that he even talks to me, much less has dinner with me like he did Tuesday night, is such a miracle after what I did to him. I am blessed.
I don't want to forget what I did, lest I forget the mercy and grace God has given me. You don't know how much I appreciate that I can read here and pretty much know my H felt the same way all of you do for 15+ months...it's a good thing...because it keeps me walking in gratitude that I just may get a second chance with my H...even though I don't deserve it at all.
Thanks for letting me interupt. Thanks for "keeping it real" for me.
