Last night was a good night. I went back to the gym for the first time since all this to start back into my weight training (I am running now for cardio). It was hard since that's where I think they met and still see each other. Actually it's a different location I go to closer to work, but the spirit is still there. The workout felt really good. When I got home, we took the kids out to dinner. For some reason, I could not stop smiling. I know my W noticed. I also noticed that I don't make eye contact much with her. I don't think I really ever have because I did a lot during dinner and it was interesting. I don't really know what got into me, but I was feeling really confident. We had a great time at dinner, and that is usually not the case since our kids are picky eaters and there is usually some kind of struggle. It was really nice to feel that way again. When we got home, more of the same. Wound the kids down, watched a little TV, read some books and put them down. We watched a little more TV, cleaned the house together and then I went to bed while she made the kid's lunch and finished up a few cleaning bits. I started to lose that good feeling through the night but all-in-all it was a pretty good night. Today brings who-knows-what.
