Sorry to hear what you went through last nite TMU! I was also locked out of my thread and had to start a new one! What timing! I wish I could say something positive and helpful, but I really am numb right now! I really do appreciate your strength and wish I could steal some!
Tim
my story http://www.divorcebusting.com/ubbthreads/showflat.php?Cat=&Number=1049617&page=&view=&sb=5&o=&fpart=1&vc=1