shocked, I am sorry you don't feel well. Please take care. Thank you for all the kindness; I really appreciate it. I agree with you about FF; he wants to go back but he's terrified. I can understand that. He wouldn't be here though if he didn't care about his wife and his marriage. I really hope he can find his way back. You're right though---we don't know if she wants him back. It sounds like he thinks she does. I wonder still if she posts here. I don't call H. at all. I let him call me. I mean, what reason do I have to call him? It is viewed as pursuit anyway, even if all I want to say is "how was your day?" I don't expect to be hearing from him tonight or tomorrow; he is off and most likely has plans. I try not to think of what they might be. Thanks again.
Most of us really marry only once. First love endures, even unto our dying day. And we never really divorce.
