Hope, sorry that you feel this way. If you want to know the truth, I feel very much unloved and taken advantage of. I know H. has problems, but a real man, a strong man would not treat a woman this way
You are stronger than you think though. It takes real strength to open up and admit how you really feel.
Maybe your h is a weak man. I remember the shock when my mother said to me of wah "He is weak, he has always been weak". Strange how, I could never see this until recently.
I'm very willing to put everything I've got into that Make sure you keep some back for you. Actually, make sure you keep a lot back for you. You are worth it!
Yes, I will check that book out. Hope my library has it.