Building a Mystery...

[petiteflower]

Hiya Hope-

I too, have those thoughts about H... with OW, and possibly others.
I don't like it, and when I get to thinking those things, just the thought of him touching me again literally repulses me.

But try to remember it's the depression, the lack of self-esteem, that makes our H's do these things. It has nothing to do with us. And tryto keep an open mind- that if H changes, if H works through his issues and comes back home, then perhaps your thoughts on the matter above will change too.

At least that's what I tell myself, on good days.

Glad to see you are doing okay. Looks like you beeng doing a lot of thinking, reading, and writing lately. I can see you growing stronger-

Hugs,
PF