Been reading more on depression. Guess what? It seems a lot of LBS's with depressed H's agree that these men show very little affection (hugging, kissing, holding hands) while under depression's spell. Boy did this hit home for me. I really wish I had known H is depressed long before now. Maybe we could have done something about it before infidelity entered the R.
I feel the same as you--I think I'm done, then I think I want him to be the one to end it (file) because why should I? And then I get scared and hope he won't.
Rollercoaster.
I'm trying to be strong, but I feel I have very little fight left in me tonight.
Most of us really marry only once. First love endures, even unto our dying day. And we never really divorce.
