On p. 9 in my last thread, so time to open a new one. Chose the title because I love the song, and it made me think of H. when I heard it yesterday.
I just posted my "letter" on the WAS thread here. It felt good to vent, even though H. will never read it.
Spoke to my wonderful brother today. He's lining up single male friends [that first pass his inspection, mind you] to attend his wedding this summer. I'm in the wedding party, and plan to shop for my dress soon. Brother wants me to be happy, and reassures me that things are going to be fine, in fact, better. Getting through this wedding will be tough for me as H. was supposed to be the best man, and as things look right now, I may be in the middle of a D. by then. Another test, God? Haven't I passed enough of them yet?
Running out for a bit; just wanted to get this new thread going. I hope everyone is having a good long weekend. Hugs to all my friends here, whom I really value. You've all been so helpful to me. I mean it.
Hope
