Trying to move forward one step at a time

[StrongEnough]

I hate all this pretending, acting. I hate this distance, and being with someone I know so little about and constantly find these new things....I hate this. Ugh.

Since misery loves company.......here I am!! I know how you feel on this one. Do you think your H may feel the same way? Is this something that you can talk to him about and see what his take on that statement is? As difficult as it is, sometimes we have to fake it until we make it.

How did your night go focusing on the positive vibes and letting go of the negative?

You say the last hour before you go home is the hardest b/c of negative feelings about your uncomfortable situation. Is there anything you can think of that would either calm your nerves or redirect your negativity? Focus on something positive in your M that has happened? (maybe stop at the thrift store for a cheap thrill to boost your spirits?) On the ride home, can you crank up your radio and sing your heart out to your favorite tunes? The point I am trying to get at is can you think of something you can do to life your spirits up a little before getting home into that uncomfortable position? Would that help you to see a little more positivity in your situation and then going home might not be so nerve wracking?

~Strong