Sorry your night was difficult and that you didn't get much sleep.
A few things strike me here. Did you ask H why he initially lied about the phone? How did it make you feel in terms or trying to rebuild trust with him? Also, not to put you into an emotional tizzy, but do you think that he is sincere and honest when he tells you his parents sent it to him?
It must be very difficult for you that his parents aren't fond of you. For yers I felt my MIL hated me. That isn't the case, but I always felt it was and it was difficult to handle. Do you think they have any influence over him when it comes to saving your M? I mean, aside from being difficult for you, it must also be difficult for him. Why do they think you are so terrible?
You say that your H confessed to everything but I'm not sure what everything is. Did he have a PA?
On a more positive note.........
Quote: H mentioned that reason he could never walk out was because he realized he loved me the same, just hurt and was angry.
This is huge. At least your tears and emotional night wasn't all for nothing (think of it, you could be me with wasted R discussions that get you nowhere)
I hope that you are having a great day. Don't beat yourself up too much for venting to H before he left. We all backslide from time to time....it's whether or not we can take the steps forward to get back there that count.
~StrongEnough
I'm moving on...at last I can see...life has been patiently waiting for me.
Me-32 WAH-35 DD-11 DS-4 H left 11-03 Piecing- 12/04 WAH again- 03/07 Married 12 years Divorce final May 15, 2007
