Falcon, In my books, you are a very good man to be still waiting for her to complete her crisis. Many would have thrown their hands up and said screw it a long time ago. You've done your homework and understand what's happening and that's excellent.
Keep up the good work. You are doing great!
Sit quietly, the answers will reveal themselves when you least expect them to. The past is gone, the present is a gift and you need to focus on today, allow the future to reveal itself when it is ready.