My Auntie died today, she was 90 but it still hurt me, called the X and we talked she was really nice then I went a bit nuts and told her she has not been there for me for the last 7 months. Big fight started that involved her mother But its better now, I need to talk to her about me starting to pull my self away a bit, she does not seem to understand that when we are together or she kisses me goodbye it really does still hurt me.

Told her we will talk tomarrow and see where it goes from there.