SE,
We are getting together tomorrow evening. The Three Muskateers need a fourth and are it. I understand that you are having a difficult time right now. If you cant make it we understand, but we really would enjoy your company and perhaps we can help at least get your PMA up again. You are Strong Enough and you know it. Just think about how and what you did in the past. Someone weak would never have pulled themselves up and re-created themself. Get in touch with C4H and let us know whats going on...okay .