Where's my pot of gold?

[StrongEnough]

I want to thank everyone for taking the time to help me with my situation. I appreciate all of you and all that you have done to help me.

I have come to realize that I am not StrongEnough....infact, I am very weak. I feel I no longer have control over my emotions and I can't go on like this. My children are too good for this, they deserve a mother who is strong and not someone like me. My whole family deserves better. I am just a screwed up, hopeless, helpless little girl, I don't even think I qualify to say I am an adult. I don't deserve the blessings god has bestowed upon me.

I wish you all the luck, love and success in the world.