Where's my pot of gold?

[StrongEnough]

AK....what you have to say does help a lot. I can't go dark when he constantly beings up R talk. I have tried avoiding them, ending them, you name it.

I have faced the fact that we are spinning our wheels and admitted to him tonight that I don't think we will work. He knows from prior talks that I love him, but not like I used to. When I detached, I detached fully and it doesn't look like I am going to make it back.

I know no matter what, I WILL be ok. But thanks for the reminder, I needed it. You have come a long way and it's a really good reminder of just how important Db'ing is.

You need to ask yourself what you want and go get it...for you

I know what I want. I want to be happy. I don't want to spend my days fighting off anxiety and depression and other ugly things that come along with it. I just don't know the path to get there. Is it alone or with H?

~SE