Where's my pot of gold?

[StrongEnough]

Lisa...thanks for stopping in. He is right, I was a lot happier when we were seperated.

We just had a long conversation. He gave me a ton of reasons why I shouldn't want to be with him. We have pretty much come to a stalemate. He says he doesn't want to end this, he loves me and wants to spend the rest of his life with me BUT (isn't there always a but?) He doesn't think it's healthy for me.

He was looking for a definite answer and I told him I wouldn't act on instinct, there was too much at stake.

As far as the "as if" that is very disturbing to him. He hates it because he says it is phony and gets us nowhere and we end up where we started. He really hates all this BD stuff. I never intiate R talk, he always does.

I don't know......he has me convinced I am the one here at fault and in MLC.

Thanks agsin Lisa.