Where's my pot of gold?

[StrongEnough]

Thanks for your post Always. I know how it feels to be "muddling through" most days. I am the same way. Feel like we have been at a stalemate for almost a year now.

I did read your post and I am glad that you are feeling better. How easily we slip into a funk when we are in piecing. So hard to get out of.

I do get out every now and again, usually with my mom. We have a shopping habit And I always have my cell with me. But, like H told my counselor, how does he know I am not meeting my ex-bf at the mall with my mom. To me, is sounds ludicrous. Cheating on him while with my mother. But then I think and remember when he left, he lived with his mom and she let OW go over and sleep there with him. His mom, has cheated before. My mother hasn't. My mom has been cheated ON by my dad and is strongly against it. So, we are coming from two different sides on that and I have to remember that. He has also questioned me a couple times if I would have an A for revenge. I was like WHAT???? I guess it's discouraging that we have been together for so long and sometimes I still don't understand his thought process.

But, LMAO, I think if ANY of us are ever feeling blue or hopeless.....we should ALL read FInally_Free's thread and be thankful we are not married to him!!!!!!!

Thanks for the affirmation on my goals. They sound small and silly but hey, we all have to start somewhere!

~StrongEnough