Well I finally got the kids to bed and my W's dinner "date" has almost 4hrs! I just want to lash out and call her out! This is complete and utter disrespect to me! Yah I am just thinking of myself, but ain't it time for Tim to stand up and say this is bullsh!t!

You know my gut reaction is just come at her when she walks through the door (if she ever does)! All that will give me is instant gratification!

Ialready know what is going to happen she is going to walk through the door, all sad and tears in her eyes and say she doesn't want to talk about it!

If anything happens different I will let you know! I am sleeping on the couch tonite! (Aren't I tough)

You know in my whole life I never drank alone and here I am with a stiff rye and water (Canadian whiskey). Not sure I like it but it does distract my thoughts for a moment!

I think I want out! This ride is too much!

Tim my story http://www.divorcebusting.com/ubbthreads/showflat.php?Cat=&Number=1049617&page=&view=&sb=5&o=&fpart=1&vc=1