Why do I let myself get beat up!
She just phoned and wanted to talk to the kids wich she did! I spoke to her she sounded a little tired, and was a bit distant. Anyways we talked a little, and she is going shopping this afternoon before she comes home. Anyways where I got kicked in the bal$#$s was at the end of the conversation.
W: Ok I will see you guys later
Me: Sounds good have fun shopping

Long pause (thinking to myself should I say ILY just let her say it) Became uncomfortable so

Me: ILY (with a giggle in my voice)
W: OK will talk later, Bye!

What an idiot I am! No ILY back and I fell in the trap! After I hung up I felt like such a loser, and she is back to her distant self! Guess she was just acting all weekend!
This is so hard and painful! I was planning to cook a nice dinner for the family, and now I feel like climbing into bed and staying there all day! Kids wil keep me busy today! I feel like calling her out when she gets home! Talk about the OM and the R, and say I can't do this anymore and just get on with our lives, whether it is with the OM or me! I am really bitter right now!
I know be positive, but how frigg'n hard is it to say ILY! Need to calm down! My hope is high, and I need to back down and remain positive....so easy to type and say...different story to execute! Bet anyome out there $20 that she is not wearing her wedding rings!
What if she is do I say anything?

Tim my story http://www.divorcebusting.com/ubbthreads/showflat.php?Cat=&Number=1049617&page=&view=&sb=5&o=&fpart=1&vc=1