Again thanx Flaneur! You are right it does sound pathetic and whinny that the only thing that makes me happy is her! I have lost touch with alot of things that made me happy before! I still do exercise and it is my outlet! But it ends too fast! I used to love my job but I used to put 70hrs a week in and that helped destroy my marriage, so I have changed careers and work 40hrs a week, but I have not found the same fufilment! I need to take everyones help, and pull myself together and make myself more attractive! Not needy and hurt! But how do you hide the hurt? It just comes thru sometimes!
Tim
my story http://www.divorcebusting.com/ubbthreads/showflat.php?Cat=&Number=1049617&page=&view=&sb=5&o=&fpart=1&vc=1
