I have just been overcoming some things for myself. I was absorbed in work and not getting much done. I was doing a lot of time in for no compensation. I am now looking to find a new job. One that pays so I feel like I am accomplishing something. I am going to be selling my home soon but after that I need to move on. It is too draining. I didn't leave the house much in Nov. and started thinking maybe there was something going on with me now.It is a lot to try and finish this house. I am doing much better just taking one day at a time. H is so different that 2 years ago. He seems so much more attentive. He wants to do things with me so much of the time. He rarely if ever goes anywhere alone. He has been looking for my S(14) now to do things with him also.
Sometimes I just feel so smothered but I figure I better go along since I don't want to drive him back in his journey.