I am still trying to stay focused. I don't always see he is still blinding going through replay, but sometimes I do see it. It just doesn't seem as obvious as it was before. He seemed so low before now he functions. He actually apologized to me the other day and said I am sorry how I had been acting the last 2 years. He mumbled something about not being able to take all the stuff going on.( Kids not listening, and so much stuff to be responsible in essence-being an adult). I will continue one day at a time and see what obstacles life brings.I think it can only make me wiser and stronger.(I hope)
