You are all so sweet! What would I do without you? Thanks again for your generous support! I am hanging in there. It is tough, but I am finding my strength.
H came over to have his evening with the kids tonight. It was tough to see him but I held it together for the kids. He looks like crap. Interesting. I made an appointment with my counselor. It was good to talk with her and it did help me feel more positive. She did say I needed to write H a letter (or letters) but never send them. Get my anger and frustration out on paper. I think I will do that.
Interesting thing happened tonight. A GF I used to work with called me earlier this evening to say hello and see how I was doing. She called me back a few minutes ago because she had turned her cell phone back on and saw that she had a call from me! I said that I hadn't called her - I was at my counselors! H must have called the number from caller ID while he was here! TOO FUNNY! She and I had a good laugh over it. Interesting - H wants a divorce but he still is wondering who is calling me? I'm still snickering!
It's good to have a laugh - I needed it! WCB
God grant me the serenity,
to accept the things I cannot change,
To change the things I can,
And the wisdom to know the difference.
- Reinhold Niebuhr
