I know this has been very difficult for you, but you have shown such strength and growth. It amazes me how far you have come in your situation. The fact is you have grown tremendously through this process... And, you continue to grow. I can see such a difference in your postings now. Even when you feel down you sound so much better than you did when I first began reading your posts. I see such a quick turnaround when you seem to be "missing your H". I am impressed with how well you cope and deal with your feelings... Good for you, Bethie!
I know it is so frustrating to not completely understand what your H is feeling. IMO, the emotions you are feeling are natural... Those emotions and good memories are hard to let go. I hope you can get to the point where you are okay with not understanding and can move on feeling great about yourself. And, I hope that throughout all of this you have found out what an amazing woman you truly are! We all care and love you, Beth!... Thinking of you, -KIM
