Hope everyone had a good weekend. I went out with two GF's on Friday night. Had alot of fun. Went to a martini bar and had flirtini's. Those are trouble! Anyway, had fun flirting with the late 20/early 30 somethings. They were cute and flirted back! Also chatted with a divorced man my age. Told him I was separated. He said to try your best to work it out if you can. Wish he could talk to my H! Anyways, we laughed alot (one GF happened upon some girl on girl action in the ladies room!)! They have been wonderful friends and a great support. I am so lucky!
Just goofed around on Saturday. Yesterday, went to a Bears party (yep, they lost!) and had alot of fun. No school today but I spent the day cleaning as I had bunco here at my house this evening. So, the kids go back to school tomorrow! And I try to catch up on things before I go back to work next week!
I find now that I miss my H less and less. I do still think about him but he doesn't consume my thoughts all day like he used to. I guess I am detaching. I just know that by this summer I will either be reconciling or divorcing. Kinda crazy. But I'm done being in limbo land. I'm ready to move on with my life. REALLY ready!
I'm up too late again. Sheesh.
WCB
God grant me the serenity,
to accept the things I cannot change,
To change the things I can,
And the wisdom to know the difference.
- Reinhold Niebuhr
