Morning- Kind of having a rough day today. I think its b/c i took the day off yesterday and i had too much time on my hands to think about my sitch. Plus, my H didn't bother to call me yesterday to see how i was feeling...that really hurt. God, I f...ing hate this! I just want my life to go back to normal. I want to have a real M, with the person that i chose to spend the rest of my life with. Why is it so easy for him to just walk away? I don't understand how he could be doing this to me, especially when he claims that i am "the love of his life." I'm sorry, if thats the case, then you don't get D...you figure out a way to fix things. But, thats just me i guess. Why can't he realize how much i love him and how much i have been willing to put up with to be with him? He has taken everything in my life and just turned it upside down. Why does he think that things will be better with the beast and her 2 kids? God, he just pisses me off! Sorry for the rant...just feeling very pissy today!
