Hope- No hijack at all. Yes, H is coming with me. I just hope this goes quick...last time i was there forever!
I never thought that i would still be here after 14 months. I can remember saying, when i first moved out, that i would only let this go 6 months. Then, it was a year. Obviously i can't keep my word. I don't know how much longer i will hang on. I think that my H is probably waiting until May to file...at that time we will be separated 18 months and he can file for D based on "no-fault." So, i am thinking that i probably only have 4 months to go. Its interesting. I was thinking back to something he wrote me last summer. He had sent me an email and in it he wrote that he can't let go. I remembered this today b/c i have been trying to figure out what his intentions were...i couldn't understand why he hasn't filed for D already. He keeps saying he can't believe that he is considering it, and i always thought it was such BS. But, i truly believe that he can't let go of me and us. I don't think he can give me up. I don't know if thats good or bad. Good, if it means he will want to work on the M. But bad if he continues to drag this out. I just can't figure him out. But, i guess i should stop trying to...i never will.
