Thanks SS- Thats the thing, i don't know if i am "thinking" too much about the whole issue. Maybe i am just thinking negatively about it...god knows thats my nature. So, i don't know if my feeling of being used is just something that i have created in my head. I don't know if i am explaining that right.
I am torn, b/c i don't want to give up something that allows us to be close right now. And he does seem to feel that emotional closeness. But, i also don't want to continue to do something that will hurt me in the long run. Oh, i don't know. But thank you for your feedback.