I know it would be the easy way out, and if i wanted to do that, i would have done it a looong time ago. But, i didn't, and i won't. Guess i'm just a sucker.
RE: what my H said about the whole boyfriend thing...yeah, i wish it would be b/c he is realizing the error of his ways...highly unlikely. I think he is just saying it to throw me off his trail of infidelity. Although, i have to stop thinking negatively...thats what i learned this weekend from Surviving Infidelity. Do you have it? If not, get it.